fire away, fire away.~
i don't wanna be.
is there any way to avoid your boyfriend/bestfriend for a week?
update, kindof, i guess?
i'm sorry for not being on lately.
heres an explination. ♥
eight days ago i lost my laptop, so yeah.
i got a new one the same day, but this has been my life lately.
last friday- i didn't want to go on a 3 hour drive out of town with my fam, so i stayed at my bestfriends.
last saturday- went home about noon, then instantly left with my family to go around town. then, i was babysitting from 5-11pm, so i really couldn't get on.
last sunday- i went to this arcade thing with my bestfriend, go home at 8 and crashed.
monday- school, average stuff. i'm taking guitar & photography, wee!
tuesday early morning- i was tinychatting with my friends julia and kelson, and their friend, michael. kelson had a crush on me, but i didn't feel the same so yup. then michael and i apparenly start flirting, julia hates me and i'm up the rest of the night crying.
tuesday- tuesday i was sick, plus in a lot of pain so i got to stay home. i was talking to michael all day, since julia and kelson hated me.
wednesday- home sick, again. kelson and i are friends again, michael says hes gonna kill himself because of me, julia and i aren't friends still. :/
wednesday night- julia comes to me after both of us sobbing, and we're friends again.
thursday- went to school, did everything there, etc. THEN, i find out michael was lying to me about the fact he was going to kill himself, and i lost it. kelson got all protective, saying that he had no right to do that to me, after all i've been through.
friday- at 11 i met up with jess, sam, tannisha, david and isaac. we hung out at the park and i didn't really know isaac, but yeah. we were playing 'kiss grounders' which i never got caught in and then we were playing dares. i was dared to kiss isaac... so i did. my first kiss. heh. his lips were really wet and it was weird. cx um then we went and got food then came back to the park. tannisha was a moody bish and she kept leaving it was just wtf bro. then, david was dared to ask me out and he backed out. then jess and sam start talking to him and he asks me out for real; but we're only dating a week. jess says yes for me, even though i really didn't want to. but davids asked me out twice now and i didn't wanna say no twice. o-o ok and then we were hanging, and i kissed david. then david had to leave for a while and i kissed him again, heh. then we hung out with litle kids when david came back and we were chilling at the playground. when the kids went home, it was just me, jess, isaac and david. ohoh, i forgot. after i kissed isaac, he and jess started dating, lawl. so then jess was acting 'sexy' to tease isaac, and david decided to voice how sexy it was and how he was getting turned on by it. so i'm hurr like niggah no. then he had to leave and i didn't even hug him bye. hmph. then when i was walking home, i witnessed a car crash and sjgklhsdjkhrli it was so scary guys, i swear. i was close to being hit too, i was terrified. ugh. :/
today- i sat in my room and ate. lolol.
oh i forgot to tell you guys.
to either australia
most likely aus.
thats why they're making me date david.
so i have 'dating exp.' for aussie.
so rn, i have a 20 year old that likes me, two 18 year olds, and david. LOOLOL.
thats what i know of, at least. o-o
okok so i like.
i'mreally happy rn.
last night i wanted to cut
and last time i cut
almost a week.
do my crushtag? ♥